If You Loved me

IF YOU LOVED ME – Written by Carroll Bryant

It was early in the morning when I
Cut myself shaving and I
Didn’t even feel it
For my only thought was on you

Yes I’m flimsy with my feelings
At times I tend to forget
That you’re with me
That you left me
And the pain will get to me yet

Give it time I tell myself
In time she will regret

If you loved me you would tell me
You would save me from this hell
But you didn’t
And you’ll never
No, you never will
If you loved me you wouldn’t leave me
You would take me by the hand
But you didn’t
And you’ll never
No, you never will
You know you can’t

It was easy in the evening when I
Drank myself silly and I
Passed out forever
Waking up again to believe

Yes I’m lonely with my feelings
At times I tend to expect
That you’ll hear me
That you hate me
And the truth will get to me yet

Give it time I tell myself
In time she will regret

If you loved me you would tell me
You would save me from this hell
But you didn’t
And you’ll never
No, you never will
If you loved me you wouldn’t leave me
You would take me by the hand
But you didn’t
And you’ll never
No, you never will
You know you can’t

This dizzy world keeps getting me down
My weakest moment is right about now
I fall to pieces at the thought
I crawl to save myself from you

From me

If you loved me you would bring me
You would offer me some help
But you didn’t
And you’ll never
No, you never will
If you loved me you wouldn’t break me
You would finally take a stand
But you didn’t
And you’ll never
No, you never will
You know you can’t

If you loved me you would tell me
You would save me from this hell
But you didn’t
And you’ll never
No, you never will
If you loved me you wouldn’t leave me
You would take me by the hand
But you didn’t
And you’ll never
No, you never will
You know you can’t

The Looking Glass

THE LOOKING GLASS – Written by Carroll Bryant

(Dedicated to the Goodreads bullies)

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who is that image I just saw?
T’was a shadows glimpse that I did see
Looked again and it was me

A fallowed sport so proper and fine
Fearful chills up and down thy spine
To whom considers ones dirty deeds?
Self absorbed in ones own greed

A hammers claw so sharp a touch
Without a thought he sought as much
Glaring at a great divide
Foretells a tale his eyes met mine

No word spoken is no word heard
Stroking keys aspire to hurt
Raging hate swirls in pain
Spreading lies and calling names

To what so glimmers like a star
Gives you the right to rip apart
Dreams so scattered and scathed they lay
Careers forsaken in the slay

Holier than thou they sit amused
Preying on all the confused
Not a care to what they done
Now we watch them as they run

Pulled into their wicked show
Rumors dance amid their glow
Smiles burn all else to ash
Welcome to the looking glass

Emotional death by homicide
Hearts come hither love suicide
Extend the arm of one sad bully
Allow me to introduce myself, I am Mr. Tom Foolery

Beauty (Eye of the Beholder)

BEAUTY ( EYE OF THE BEHOLDER ) – Written by Carroll Bryant

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
And my eyes can only behold you
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
And my eyes can only behold you

Love is a game in which you just can’t win
Yet every time you lose, you play again and again

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
And my eyes can only behold you
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
And my eyes can only behold you

Don’t try and sell me on “there’s other fish in the sea”
I don’t want to hear it
No, I don’t want to hear it
And don’t try and tell me that you’re not what I need
I already know it
Too many times you’ve showed it
But beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
And my eyes can only behold you

Don’t try and take me to places you don’t want to go
I’m not going to do it
To hell with it, screw it
And don’t try and make me buy tickets to a one man show
I’m not going to buy it
So don’t even try it

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
And my eyes can only behold you
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
And my eyes can only behold you